HE IS REAL!
real real real real real
your version is walls, structures, and lies
your version is harsh, demanding, impersonal
your version sucks
it's not real, it's merely reality
HE IS REAL
I'll show you what I mean by relationship
you say it's fluff
well I'll be the first one to tell you that it is anything but
"she sees bubbles, fluffy, and friendship"
who is she?
I'M SITTING RIGHT HERE
I'll get in your face of dominance and tell you that my relationship doesn't involve that bullshit
you say fluff, I say FIRE
because I KNOW FIRE!
I have seen it and walked through it
walk through it with me and see if you call it fluff
better yet, walk through it with God and see if you call if fluff
Bubbles... BUBBLES? ARE YOU FOR REAL CALLING MY BATTLES BUBBLY?
I'll show you a real war soldier
the war He fought for my life
the war He continues to fight for my life
the war He fights for your life
you say you know war
that you've seen death
that you've shot that gun
well I wasn't standing there at the foot of the cross
and I'm not gonna pretend that I know all the details
but I know what He died for when He died for me
I know what He wants from my life because He speaks
HE SPEAKS
You've never heard His voice?
You try to turn it off during worship?
because it's fake?
because we want to be comfortable?
because we want to be independent?
You think I made this shit up?
You pick out portions of the bible and tell me you believe
yet look me in the eye and say who am I to talk to the Alpha and Omega;
that I am just a woman and think mighty of myself to believe that He speaks and guides me?
He doesn't just speak brother
He sings
HE SHOUTS
He cries
He dances
He fights
He dies
with me
at me
for me
EVERYDAY
I'll show you what's real
You make me sick
You make me want to punch you in the face
Yet I want to cry
because you don't accept your inheritance
you don't know grace as anything more than a word
you compare The Almighty to the world
and He cries with me
and at the end of the night
I know that I love you
because He loves you
because whether you believe me or not, you are a child of God
You are loved
and He wants to speak to you
so tomorrow
or the next time we go to the beach
or at the next BBQ
I will speak to you again
and we might fight again
but maybe we won't
and maybe you'll see more than
bubbles
fluff
and friendship
because you'll listen to me
you'll hear my story
you'll hear the truth
and most importantly
you'll hear the voice of the Alpha and Omega
the one who I am not worthy to talk to
and the thing is
you are right about that
but He's gonna talk to me anyway
and so I'm gonna talk to you anyway
because I used to be
just
like
you
and back when fluff, bubbles, and friendship was impossible to believe in
someone loved me enough to fight back
and He graced me with His voice
and loved me
so I will pray for you
because even though you don't believe me
sometimes prayer
is enough.
